_____i can't be perfect____

Love is confusing,

or am I just confused

that this is love?

Love can be bewildering

Or am I just bewildered

about what it is I’m feeling?

On & on I love to talk

of who I’m feeling for

And suddenly all I can do

about these feelings is ignore!

Not to jump too fast I say

(Althought he is a perfect man)

It isn’t love – “uh huh, no way”

****happy together****

last night, had tournament bowling,..with my netball friend...wow..best2..~~biase ler..tmpat yg paling dekat ialh kt mesra mall la..kiteowg g kul 8 malam kat sane..ngen 3 buah kereta..wait kengkawan aq sampai dulu..excited giler nk men uh...hahahaha..

klu dpt no 1-no 3 dpt adiah woo...

aq pom x pndai mne mEn err...biasenye g wayng n karaoke..ni bowling loopp..dah la dpt line yg pertame skali..blurr...kah2...line aq..>>..zana..aq..jujek..n silah..line no 2 lak..>>..kak long..mek naa..k.chiq..n k.yoong..line no 3..>>..kak umie..ibu..kak syuhada..kak farah.. n kak daa....kui2...men 2 game..perrhh..penat lerr...lawak giler sorang2 men..sakit pewut aq ske..mcm2 keranah ade...yg kelakarnye..kak long..dia terlepas bola tu..pas tuh, trgolek kat tepi longkang tuh..dekat jer la...g kejar lg bola tuh,ambk balik..hahahahaha...perhh...smua owg gelak kt dy...aq pom yg x pndai men err...slalu jer msuk longkah..kah2.......len kli kene main sokmo lerr...siap mEn lam kul 10.30...mm pom da nk ttup...penat2 main mesti la lapar dan dahaga....huhu..pas tuh g la kat restaurant LIKIN ... aq pom x pnah mkn kat c2..dyowg kate mknan kat situ best2 smua..huhu....kiteowg g lerr mkn..perh..awex..cum giler oo...sexy lak tuh..cakap klate..ptut la awok2 ney cite rmai dak2 laki lpak2 kat c2..huhu..ade daya penarik upenye.....order la mkanan da minuman...aq mkn nasi goreng pattaya, air carrot susu...pas tuh ade la mknan smpingn lain..lepak2...kecoh giler kt kdai err..dgn kiteowg jerr...best sesangat......:)...siap2 mkn..bg la adiah..time2 yg ditunggu2....no 1>> kak syuhada..dpt score 188..no 2..>>.ibu..dpt score 183..hak2 yg nih paling lawak...permain yg paling pro beb....dapat score yg paling tinggi...hahahaha..iaitu AKU...hahahaha..dapat 84..hahaha...upe2 nye dy bg yg paling randah skali...hahahahahaha.......

gelak giler blAke..dpt laa kat aq hamper tu...korang tau..siap ade buoh bowling plastik lg....hahaha.....blik umoh lam kul 12 g2 er...huhu...penat seyh...blik tdow trus...happy..~~~

what is my fault..?

aduh..blurr giler aq.. tau la nk kate ape...grrrrr.........ape nye problem aq skarng nih er,,..soo dumb..semua yg jadi ni..bukan aku nk..!!!..dari awal lg aku rase semacam jer,,..blurr doe bile pkirkan smua nih..."REMEMBER.HE NOT MINE..!!!.."..he had TEKEN

with someone...bodoh betol aq nie...wake up fatihah..sedar...dia bukan yg kau punye la....uh..~~~...aq rase nih salah aq jugk lerr..mlm semalam aq ade send msg kt dy..
aq.::.."nite,tdow lekl0k..sory too say..i really2 mic u..
i can't lie my fell..u make me more crazy,.with love"..
pas tu dy ckap kt aq..
dy..:"I'm wondering..wat it truly means.."..
bUntu gilerr aq nk jwab pew..aq pom jwb jep laa...
aq..:"it just a simple word..dosent means anything.."
(rase bersalah pom ade la..)
argghhh...!!!!!!!!!!
dy..:.."well sis,wat else i can says..look like that i'm the dumb person in the world..
nice meeting u sis..wishing u a really gudluck..farewell sis..."
dy..:.."lastly, thanks 4 everything..farewell once again.."

betol2 last mcg dr dy ker nih...????
OMG..!!!..i'm not sure..what i do now..!!..CRAZY..FOOL..IDIOT..
perhh....WHAT MUST I DO..??
aq x bermaksud nk lukakan ati dy..i n u just friend..aq x boleh syg kamo lebih dari seorang kwan..kau pun tahu kan kenapa...aq xnk persahabatan aq n dy hancur..kerana lelaki...aq da kenal kawan aq tuh..lebih lama dari aq kenal kau..aq nk mintak maaf kerana hadirnya diri ku dalam hidup kau ni..membuatkan kau bertambah terluka...sorry,blame it on me.

miss u all

riNdu nye aq kAt kAmoooo smUa.....,,,tringat timE sKula uHhh...

..bEcinta..

.. someday u will cry for me.

like i criEd for u..
..someday u'll miss me
liKe i missed u..
..someday u'll need me
like i needed u..
..somEday u'll love me
but i will love u..

__..i love u my friends..__

we meet online, had a good time,

chatted again and become a good friends.

time went on and we're still here and

truly believe you're someone deer..!!

here something i'd like to share with

you for all of your love and kindness too

it's a symbol of the friendship we share together.

a friendship i hope i will lAst forever.

and although we live so far apart..

always remember you hold a piece of heart..!!

this soNg fOr u

aq bwu sdah ckap tepon ngen si di ney...py ngat rase bile aq dngar suare dy...rase mcm dy aq yg punyer je...tp hakiktnye TIDAK..!!!..dia bukan lg milik aq..ermm....dulu mmg dia pernah jd milik aq..tp hanya sekejap saje kowt..6 bulan...2 taon yg lepas..dlam mse tuh..mse berlAlu begitu cepat..aq skarng pun still x pat melupakan dy lg..jaoh di sudut hati kecil aq ni...aq msih sayang dan cintakan dia..I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..tiada seorng pom dpt gntikan dia di hati aq...huhu..klu dah ckap tepon ngen dy..sush giler rase nak ltak tepon tuh..wase berat ngat..dy pom tau aq ney mcm nih..hehehe..sory abg...xd q bwu kate kat dy yg lagu kat blog aq nih untk ye...huhu,,.tp time tuh ye tngah mamai2..mybe ye x dngr kowt..:(..huhu..aq pom da bg dy dngar lagu nih..dy kate best ngat lagu ni...aq pom mmg khas tuk dy..syg abg..~~hehe..

bila hatiku terluka..!!!

Sudah memang sudah
Perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
Engkau pergi ‘tuk selamanya
‘tuk selamanya

Mungkin ini sudah suratan
Engkau dan diriku tak bisa bersama
Mungkin ini sudah suratan
Sudah suratan

Reff:
Jangan kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
Aku disini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu
Jangan kau pergi untuk melupakan aku
Aku menangis karena hidup tanpamu

Sudah memang sudah
Perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
Engkau pergi ‘tuk selamanya
‘tuk selamanya

Back to Reff: 2x

[Lirik lagu Marshanda - Sejuta Cinta]

cHukai ciTy

ari ney aq ekot abah aq g bnDar cHukai,...aq ekOt jUst nk bli selipar je..aYah aq g hospital ngen abg aq...

abg aq ye wak terapi...blajr jalan n gerkan tngan..

aq turun kt tepi jalan..aq g la center point..

g jumpa AIM, TEKU n AWE..windu korng..!!!..

huhu..aq ajk teku n aim tman aq g bli slipar....tp, dyorng keje....

..ngak pkir2 nk g ngen piye..kt kdai teku ade la pk sdare arinah..

nme ye APAK NIZAM..lame gler x jumpe ye..

maybe nk dkat 4 taon kot..dy pun nk g bli slipar...

ye ajak aq g same ngen dy..huhu...xnk ler aq..

aq pOwn 6pak awe..aq g la ngen awe...da ciap g bli slipr,

nampk lak apak nizam..dy bwu ciap bli slipar....

dy bli tu,,..trus pkAi...haha..lwk la apak ney...

apak ajak aq.aim.teku..g KFC..tp x leh g..aim n teku keje..

xkan aq nk g sowng je..huhu..

pas tu abg aq tepon..suh g kt spitl..aq pun g la..

erm..dudk2 la kat kerusi tu..tetibe aq 6pak seseorng...

iaitu..ayah angkat aq..huhu..nampak ye msuk lam spital...

pas tuh..aq pun g lak ye..huhu..dia pun terkujut nampk aq..

ckap2 ngen dy jap..tnye2..g2 jer la,,,

brbalik pd crita sbelum aq nk g bndr tu..

aq atr msg kt abg adi..nk ajk ye g bndr gop..

tp..tetibe aq dpt msg dri ye blik...ye kte xleh g..

coz xd ye xcdent ngen kete..ye lnggr kete dr blakang...

tp..alhamdulillah..dia x ape2..just moto je rosak..

cian kt ye..abg2...